I know i have mentioned before but my final Maths exam is tomorrow- honestly at his point i am AMAZED i haven't turned to food in my moments of darkness, this shit is hard and really stressful and I am barely recognising myself at points. But that is not necessarily a bad thing, I would normally be ratty and crying and blaming stress on not eating right- generally kidding myself- i mean i am not saying i am a paragon of virtue or anything, and had pizza for tea last night, but it was an oven bake cheese&tom and thin crust and i had a mound of salad with it, and most importantly, i stayed in my calories. The one thing that has suffered this week is exercise, only been able to workout once... ALL week. SUCKS, i miss it!!! who would have thought?? i defiantly wont get the time tonight either, i am cramming like a FOOL! I did my mock exam last night online and got 24/40 (my last exam was 38/40) but it was a pass, only by 3 points but it was- its the whole mean median mode crap. omg kill me now.

Hubby was home last night and i was smiling- still trying to fish for those compliments, i reckon hes keeping me real lol. He slept on the sofa again, his loss, Jack came and had the mummy cuddles instead, although he did wake me up giggling... i opened my eye and he said "this bits wobbly* and pushed my ass with his foot. turd.

Also still haven't started packing, and we leave on Saturday morning. pah. I guess I will have to do tomorrow afternoon? I looked on the website and they have free wifi in the bar areas, so depending on if i have to buy something (!) i will be able to still put in my calories online for the next 2 weeks, and hopefully get a ton more exercise than normal, and may be able to actually pull off a maintain or minimal gain. I can live and dream! Hubby will have his iphone so I should be able to do it, as long as we dont eat out too much, and i dont forget my kitchen scales!

Weigh in tomorrow, just hoping to NOT gain, with this lack of exercise, but i will understand why if i do. So i wont beat myself up if i do- as long as its not astronomical.

Oh another thing, my followers are growing!! so sweet i am now in double figures, whodda thunk it??